Am I Awake or Am I Crazy?

Am I Awake or Am I Crazy?

Am I Awake or Am I Crazy?


Aliens & UFO’s

It all started around October 2013 when I became interested in Ancient Aliens and then Alien Files Unsealed.

I watched these programmes thinking what on earth is going on? The feats supposedly accomplished in Ancient Aliens by human beings years ago, well it didn’t make sense, and we just aren’t strong enough now even with modern day equipment never mind then, so many unexplainable buildings, there had to be more to it.

I then started watching Alien Files Unsealed and it suddenly dawned on me that the people, whose stories were being covered in the programme, were normal people, they didn’t want notoriety, fame or fortune, they just wanted their story to be heard and made sense of.

Something very strange had happened to them and they needed to make sense of it as best they could.

Of course anyone trying to talk about this subject is instantly ridiculed and made to feel silly and stupid, have you ever wondered why, why aren’t we all flabbergasted and inspired by such stories why aren’t we out there doing research ourselves trying to find out the truth, what is holding us back, where has our curiosity gone, the curiosity we had as a child, we need to get it back, we need to keep an open mind and question everything and if we get ridiculed for it, it doesn’t matter because it will all be out in the open eventually, we will all find out what is going on in the end, I just want to know now not in the future.

The Truth?

I now have a driving desire to find out the truth about what is going on in our world, let’s face it, the world is in a mess and we are all carrying on as normal, we expect someone else to sort it all out, we are far too busy earning money and surviving, yes surviving does take up all our time, we can’t see beyond that and that is why we are in this mess at present.

We have all been manipulated and played, we have all been mesmerised, hypnotised and turned into consumer driven slaves. We are making money for the large corporations and the rich of the world, each day they get richer and richer finding new ways to get us to part with our hard earned money; they are very clever at it.

They know how to manipulate the human mind, they know how to get us to spend our money and we don’t even realise it is happening, we think we thought of it, of course we need this, that and the other doesn’t everyone!

After watching Ancient Aliens and Alien Files Unsealed I started reading books about aliens and UFO’s; I was obsessed for months and couldn’t stop reading and finding new information.

I couldn’t understand why no-one was doing anything about the UFO’s and aliens, why aren’t we being told, why aren’t the governments of the world telling us about this, they must know about it and they are keeping it secret, but why?

I had touched the tip of the iceberg, there was a lot more to find out and the iceberg was enormous, way bigger than I could ever have imagined and it touched every aspect of human life on our planet today.  It took me a while to realise this though and I got lost on the way, but that’s another story.

There was one alternative media website that I subscribed to called ‘Humans Are Free’ this site had a wide variety of articles covering different subjects and seemed like a good starting point, I received daily emails and continued to learn more each day.

New World Order

Well everything I read seemed to lead to the New World Order. I had seen this mentioned before but I didn’t believe it. I thought it was a load of old rubbish.

There is apparently a group of people who want a one world government. They want to control the whole of humanity. Apparently they have been working towards this for a very long time.

They come from the richest families in the world and the plan for this global take over has been passed down the generations. They are so rich they can buy, bribe or kill anyone they want.

They are in charge of the USA’s Federal Reserve. The government of America does not own the money of America they have to borrow from the Federal Reserve. The Federal Reserve print money whenever they need more.

These rich families are the ones behind the vaccines, the fluoride, the GMO’s and the chemtrails. They are using these methods to cull the population.

They have managed to control us with many different methods; they control the mainstream media, so all the stories are the same. The truth never gets out, unless by error.

They control us with TV shows and Movies. We have all been hypnotised and mesmerised. We have all forgotten who we are and why we are here.

They also control us using false flag events, these are all stage managed to induce a perpetual state of fear in the population of the world. With fear they can control us even more. They can use the false flag events to initiate more rules and regulations. Slowly each day we lose more of our freedom because of this. They say it is to control terrorism but who knows who will be classed as a terrorist in the future, it could be anyone who doesn’t agree with the governments of the world, it could be you and me.

History has been re-written to fool us all even further.

Money, Money, Money

Is climate warming really man made or is it because of normal cyclical events that occur over long periods of time?  Could we really do this much damage or is it just another way of getting extra money out of us all in taxes?

I feel that the governments take far too much money off us all. They leave every family with a small amount to spare, when the really wealthy manage to avoid paying their taxes. We are all slaves to the system.

The people at the bottom are paying for the people at the top to keep their lavish life styles. We pay our taxes and any money that is left over is sought after by major corporations.

We are bombarded with adverts continually telling us we need more stuff. We are encouraged to spend, spend, spend; we replace everything, even when it doesn’t need replacing. We need to get out of this mentality.

We need to re-cycle, re-use and make do with what we have. We are all brain washed, I have been brain washed, I have been on this treadmill most of my life, it is hard to get off and rethink your life and your values.

People think you have gone mad. In fact you feel like you have gone mad. It’s like the ‘Emperors New Clothes’, eventually you wake up and realise he is naked and he has been all along.

It’s all been smoke and mirrors, mind games played out on the world’s stage, trying to keep us all in a state of awe and fear.

Humans are good, caring and loving. We are just so wrapped up with our own survival; we have lost touch with reality and each other.

Women can no longer stay at home and look after their children if they want to without feeling guilty. It is getting harder and harder to survive on one wage. This is not good for society; it is being driven by our need for more and more stuff. So we work harder to get it.

We need to stop, be happy with what we have. We need less stuff, we need to work less, we need to think more, and we need to spend time with our families and friends. These things are more important than more stuff.

We fill our houses with more and more stuff, until we have to throw things out to make more room, for even more stuff. All this is making the large corporations richer and is making us all poorer.

This is what they want, this is the plan. They just keep getting richer at our expense. They want every last penny that we have, they want to leave us all penniless.

We are all the victims of mass propaganda and brain washing. It has reached the point whereby families choose to believe the media and the governments of the world rather than their own families and friends who are waking up to the truth.

I do not blame the brain washed public.  I was just the same until recently.

The truth can be frightening and I can see why people want to avoid it. Once you know the truth, you can never go back, even if you wanted to. It would always be there. The truth will come out in the end, it always does.

Elite, Cabal, Illuminati, Archons, New World Order

A brief history of the rich of the world, also known as the elite, the cabal, the archons, the illuminati, the new world order or whatever we want to call them.

Apparently their ancestors were aliens and visited our planet thousands of years ago and decided to enslave us all. They then decided we weren’t what they wanted, so they sent the great flood to get rid of us and start again.

They then interbred with some of the humans that were left. These aliens are reptilian in nature and have no empathy or emotions. They do not care about humanity. They see us as slaves, here just to make them money, so that they can follow their master plan.

We have bred well and are now overrunning the planet, so they want to cull us. Hence GMO’s, fluoride, chemtrails and vaccinations, all these things lower our immunity for whatever they have planned for us.

They want us to remain asleep and most of us have unwittingly complied with their wishes.

We are more powerful than them and they know it, which is why they have been so patient. Humanity is waking up though, slowly but surely.

One of the reasons humanity cannot grasp what is going on, is because these creatures are so evil, they cannot imagine humans being so evil and doing all the things that are being done, they just can’t bring themselves to believe it, any of it. They are right humans cannot be this cruel.  It is not humans that are behind all this, it is the reptile alien’s descendants.

They do not think, feel, care, love or have any good emotions. They are greedy, selfish and perverted. This is why they have been so successful, they just don’t care.

Secret Space Programmes

Now we have secret space programmes run by different groups made up of human and alien beings. These groups have existed since the 1940’s and have reverse engineered Alien technology.

This is the reason that so many new technological advances have arrived into our everyday lives in recent years. This alien technology has been slowly released into the mainstream. The only problem is that the technology that has been released so far is 20 to 30 years behind what the secret groups are using themselves at the moment.

The groups have all been started by different factions. None of these groups seem to be aware of the other groups, the powers that shouldn’t be are so secretive their right hand doesn’t know what their left hand is doing and that’s the way they like it

We have all this information thanks to Whistle-blowers like Corey Good but even he says the truth is way more incredible than we can imagine.


We cannot view all this madness from a place of fear; this will just make us angry and aggressive which in turn will lead to violence and a perpetuation of this crazy situation. I know it is hard to remain calm when faced with the truth; it’s what we must do though to get through this.

Anger, hatred and aggression are the sort of emotions that have led to this madness. We have to switch our world view completely to change everything for the better. Change our way of thinking.

Quantum physics is based on creating our own reality and this is what we have all done. We must forgive ourselves and move forward with love in our hearts, it is the only way forward. We need to visualise in our minds a better world for us all, one full of love, peace and harmony.

This is what I am focused on now. I have gone through all the shock and anguish of it all and I have realised, the only way we can change this ghastly earthly scenario,  is to wake up and accept our mistake, we took our eye off the ball and this happened, we need to draw a line under it and move on to a better world.  Together!

Article by Julie Alexander – I realised what was going on in the world  in 2013 – since then I have been  trying to make sense of it all and help others along the way – I am still learning more each day

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  • Caroline Foster
    Posted at 17:17h, 07 September Reply

    Love your website only just found it. Agree with everything you say, I woke up in 2016 with Dolores Cannon then the Rothschilds then NWO/illuminati. Very lonely journey.
    As you say your ridiculed or people laugh when you talk about Aliens. So many people fast asleep even my husband!
    Have seen some glorious ships go over in the dark skies at night, absolutely magnificent to gaze upon. They’re certainly not planes as my husband would like me to believe.
    I also watch Ancient Aliens and a lot of very interesting programmes on Gaia.
    A lot of the links you have posted I already look at I am so hungry for information. Even back to my teens (63 now) often wondered what is life all about, is there other life out there.
    Look forward to browsing your site.

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